Making your ideas real so as to help others is very important to you. But, keep a close watch on yourself and your motives, are you doing this to make you feel better or to make others feel better. Giving as a kind of condescension from on high is all about ego and conceit. Be grateful to obstacles they truly connect you with others and overcoming them together forges friendships that are real. See obstacles as stepping stones and try to get the balance right, by attending to small tasks as well as the big projects, also get plenty of rest.