You may feel forced in to making an important decision today. You know you can wield great power through the choices you make and you may love to shock others. But there can be a great fear of failure or of not being good enough. There can be a conflict between who you like to think you are and who you actually are. Although quite sceptical and full of contradictions, you can be quite inspirational.
Acknowledge just how sensitive you are and try not to get stuck, understand the job you are here to do, it started long ago, trust your inner voice and move on.