You always like to be one step ahead, but may feel stuck in emotion. Instead of trying to work out why, perhaps focus on doing what feels right. Your may feel extremely sensitive and fragile so it is important to try not to take anything personally. Try to engage with the bigger picture and to think in terms of helping others. You have great breadth of vision and know you have important things to say. Be patient with yourself and make sure those who support you know just how much they are appreciated.