There may be a decision to be made and you may know deep down that determination may not be enough. Try to connect with the bigger picture and try to move from the smaller self to the greater self, understand that everything evolves in cycles and that you always have a choice. It may help to spend some time re-examining what it is you truly want, as it is important you love what you do. Try also, not to be so blunt in your criticism and see things as others do. Find the peace within and this will surround you.