Make the decision to break through some barriers and find the courage to do things in new ways today. There may be an emotional intensity that is difficult for others to handle. Perhaps leave those around you for a while and step away from the drama. Focus on making your plans a reality as well as dealing with the true reason for all the emotion coming up. Perhaps reflect on all that is productive and unproductive, if possible letting go of all that is unproductive. Let others come to their own conclusions.