You are very protective of all that matters to you and only once your base is secure, do you proceed inexorably towards your target. You may feel your actions are just and totally correct but loosen up a bit and try to see things as others do. You may care very deeply for others, wanting perfect harmony in your immediate environment, before making a difference in the world. But all the time you put others before yourself, the resulting frustration within you, is reflected to you in your environment and you may feel in a conflict zone as a result. The only way to help others is by helping yourself first … I would recommend also giving yourself, and others space, then find your spiritual path and stick to it