You may be prepared to fight for the survival of your truth, and you may want to re-organise everything, but you may also feel exhausted. You can communicate with great intensity, and you may want to take care of others, but not allowing for middle ground or compromise. There may be a great deal coming up to be looked at and working without glamour or illusion may help you greatly, as maintaining your image may be exhausting. For now, it may help you to just do what needs to be done and understood, dropping the martyrdom.