Slow down your pace, you are wearing others out, as well as yourself. Things will work out just fine without you in control, let go of your fear of failure and see the beauty without the perfection. Try to see things from the perspective of others, even though this may truly take you out of your comfort zone. Drop the martyrdom, think in new ways and you may find you are amazingly creative, with great breadth of vision, able to inspire yourself and others and able to be a lot more productive.