It may feel important to you to return to doing things in your own way &/or to return to doing something you love, perhaps as a way of reconnecting with who you truly are and how you may have felt at some time. You may come to realise that you have never been in charge, as despite planning with great emotional control, you may feel you have been holding on to a structure that has gone. You may feel exhausted and very sensitive but be grateful for all this experience has taught you. There may be a lot of emotion you find difficult to express, but instead of focussing on this truly listen to your inner voice, as well as to others, keeping your words clear and simple. Try to be patient, you may have to compromise but you can still stay true to what you believe in. This time instead of putting energy in to pushing your feelings down, understand great wisdom can come from your feelings and emotions. By allowing your great sensitivity to initiate things you may find you can deal more effectively with what comes up to be looked at and dealt with.