There may be a lot of emotion involved with letting go and this may cause you great frustration, especially if you feel you haven’t delivered all you promised yourself. You may like to be the centre of attention and while others may find ‘your completely different perspective’ amusing you may feel you need a break from this, perhaps focussing more on your private life before taking your dream on again.
You may have bitten off more than you can chew, if so working with others may also help you greatly, even though they may not understand the depth of your feelings and you may prefer to work on your own. It may be time to moderate your workaholic tendencies and see the lighter side of things. You may also find you can help more people when you communicate your profound truths in a more light-hearted and fun sort of way. This may be difficult as there may be a lot of emotion you find difficult to express and you may feel very sensitive to exploitation you may feel you are witnessing and that everyone else seems ok about. Perhaps focus on finding structure within yourself and your life, that gives you space to express to express your true feelings privately, so you can express them in a more considered way should the opportunity arise in public. Whatever you decide to do, stay connected with your truth and try not to take the behaviour of others personally.