You have the potential to inspire others through your work, but some re-evaluation may be required, as you may have great difficulty in verbally expressing yourself and may be easily misunderstood. Don’t push yourself too hard and try not to be too impatient, change won’t happen overnight. You may have lots of ideas, but you may need to be more flexible and to see things as others do. Start by focusing on building structures and perhaps establishing a new routine for yourself. Try to focus on sorting yourself out rather than focussing on what everyone else is doing, true harmony comes from within. Admit your mistakes and be rich in your praise when it is warranted.
The challenge for 2019 which is to look at the bigger picture and focus much more on working together to find new solutions and new ways of doing things.