There may be a decision to be made and you may know deep down that determination may not be enough. Open yourself to the spiritual and try to connect with the bigger picture, moving from the smaller self to the greater self, understanding that you always have a choice. It may help to spend some time re-examining what it is you truly want, as it is important you love what you do. Try also not to be so blunt in your criticism and see things as others do. See your great sensitivity as the great strength it is, use your true feelings to see clearly in all situations, but drop the martyrdom. You may be a perfectionist, but at times you just have to make the best of where the wind takes you …