You may want freedom despite the limitations and may be prepared to push yourself to the limits, embracing change, to get to where you want to be. You always however have a choice and may benefit more from loosening up and feeling gratitude for where you are now, at least for the moment. Don’t let ambition dictate your life and steal your joy. Life’s a journey not a destination, it’s also about listening as well as speaking, building the inner temple and not just about building on the outside.