Selfless giving and non attachment to illusion can be what you are about, but, there may be resistant to change too and you may want to be seen as separate in some way. Your instinct may be to hang on in there and to stay focused on survival, but your intuition may be telling you to follow a more spiritual and creative path. This way you may be able to connect with others at a much deeper level and help them to thrive rather than survive. The choice is yours.