You may have difficulties keeping things on an even keel today, but you never consider giving up. You can feel too passionate about the big projects you are involved with, there may be a massive fear of not being good enough and at the same time you may be also telling yourself to ‘get real’. Try to learn detachment, ideally stand back from things and review objectively all that has happened ideally asking yourself ‘how can I learn from this and how can I grow from this’. Try to bring more structure and stability, while maintaining breadth of vision. Learn to empty yourself out and take time to recharge, rather than feeling emptied out by all that is going on around you. Let go of the past and focus on now.