You have your plans and great emotional control, you may also have your ideas but may doubt yourself and obstacles may be forcing you into action. Know that in amongst the obstacles are great opportunities for growth change and ultimately transformation. This may require a letting go of the past and a letting go of mindsets. There can be extremes of emotion and at the same time you may be required to make decisions without emotion, to bring in new ideas and for co-operative ventures to work. Most people in the way will back off, but if not you can be very antagonistic. So, try to stay sensitive to the feelings of others and see things from their point of view. Distance yourself from those who indulge you. Gain some distance from yourself also, by making time for reflection. History does not have to repeat itself.