It may feel important to you today, to return to doing things in your own way or to return to doing something you love, perhaps as a way of reconnecting with who you truly are and how you may have felt at some time. You may come to realise that you have never been in charge, as despite planning with great emotional control, you are still holding on too tightly to a structure that has gone and may have to let go and trust. Get past your disappointment and try to ensure you deal effectively with what comes up to be looked at/dealt with. Stay positive, believe you can still take the dream on and you will ….